SINHA'S days.....: wish i could cry.....

SINHA'S days.....: wish i could cry.....: whether or no the way of life moves on, it just depends on you whether you are not. every single step is a new it just depends whether...

ज़िन्दगी

ज़िन्दगी  ऐसी ही होती है...
कभी लगती प्यारी है
कभी लगती भारी है
फिर भी कहता रहता हूँ
ज़िन्दगी मेरी सबसे न्यारी है...
ये तो मेरी तेरी यारी है....
जिस से ये दुनिया सारी है
हम तो अकेले हैं...
दूर दुनिया के मेले हैं....

फिर भी कहता रहता हूँ 

ज़िन्दगी मेरी सबसे न्यारी है...

ये तो मेरी तेरी यारी है....

जिस से ये दुनिया सारी है

BEAT

baby i wanna get inside you..
wanna sit inside your heart....
oh!baby m underneath your shadow..
m crying but without sorrow..
just pull me inside your heart 
wanna feel the heat of its beat,
don't be afraid ...
i am yours 
and you are mine'
my words are not of wine"
for me
the faith in you is divine.......

walk

the dazzling evening is now just a 

moment to be remembered .

its the past now...

i am just left wid her name...

i am walking solitary on the road...

thinking of her ...

as long as she gonna sleep

in my heart....

thinkng of my heart z a shoulder 

to keep her head upon..

every step i put forward 

i m afraid

.....

i m afraid ...my shaking step

might force her to wake up...

might force her to wake up.............

धुंआ

हम उस धुएं में कुछ  खोजने को   निकले थे

 हम उस धुएं में कुछ पढने को  निकले थे...

हम उस धुंए में कुछ बनाने को  निकले थे..

हम उस धुएं में कुछ कर गुजरने की चाहत को निकले थे.

जब खोजा तो मिला तकदीर 

जब पढ़ा तो मिला कुछ ऐसा  ......जो कभी पढ़ ना पाया 

जब बनाया हुआ देखा ....तब मिला खुदा का बनाया हुआ तकदीर

और उस तकदीर ने 

कुछ कर गुजरने की चाहत को उसी धुएं में उड़ा डाला 

हम जिस धुएं से ....आस लगाए बैठे थे 

उसी के पास जाने से डरने लगे थे....... 

SAUNTER

the things which need to be explained
the things which need to be overwhelmed
 why i got this half world
why m on the edge of the sword
i got stuck with the word

which need to be explained 

which need to be overwhelmed

why i have been made 

is what i ask the god

there must be a task which

needs to be accomplished

there must be a reason 

i have been grown

SHE z not the reason 

i have been carried so far

there must be a reason....

but never ever YOU.

Nights held

I always have my dreams
in the shadow of her love...
I always have spaces around me
for her..
I always hold my nights
for her...

Always have my morning
through her eyes....
My morning sun is her smile..
U could only find me in her dusky eyes...
U could only find me where she lies...

She gonna be my day when she open her eyes....
Her glowing cheeks gonna be my moon light....
But
I always lose myself
when she holds me tight......

world in my hand.....

world in my hand.....
but its too tough where i stand....
this is pathetic.....
but its not static.....
its dramatic.....
lets hold my hand....
move your feet.....feel the heat...
bcz this world is n my hand....
now its not tough where we stand
its not the house made of sand....
just rock it.....hit the floor...
lets shock the world ...
and wave your hand..

just knock it and
kiss the land....
bcz world z in our hand....

BLESSINGS FOR A BLESSED SOUL

no farewell words were spoken,
no time to say GOOD BYE...
you left us before we knew it
only GOD knows it "why?"
its true that you are NO MORE....
you lived with us only for years FOUR
took family's hard time on yourself alone
and that was the reason to "why....?'
when someone had to sacrifice
you were FIRST ONE TO DIE

रौशन

कभी खाली खाली सा लगे ज़िन्दगी,
फिर भी जीता  जा रहा ,
दर्द को पीता जा रहा.
कभी तो थी उम्मीदों भरी ज़िन्दगी,
इस मायूसी से दूर ..
इस खामोशी से दूर
कभी सोच ले मुझे ,
कभी पुकार ले मुझे,
ऐसी चाहत है मेरे मायूस ज़िन्दगी की ,
खो गया हूँ ,ठहर गया हूँ ....
तेरी पुकार की इंतजार है मुझे
बंद मत कर दरवाजे ,
कुछ रौशनी तो इधर आ जाने दे
रौशन है तेरी दुनिया
मेरी दुनिया भी तो रौशन हो जाने दे.

FEAR

with every passing years i got to fly
chasing fear ...i couldn't lie
thinking of why...i always cry
but you are not the one...who made me cry..
she is the past who made me cry.
it is the wine....forces me not to lie..
but i fear ...if i die..
would you be the one...to shed tears and cry....

presence

With every single word,
you complete my song.
As long as u stay here in my words,
i'll carry you along.

With every season,
with every dawn,
u are the reason , i am not alone.

With every dusk and every night,
you are my lust,
and you always here through my sight.

In the fight with loneliness ,
you always stay side by side..........

nature's she

Glancing down the dusky reddish sky,
i fumbled over her cheeks,
staring over the blueness of the far lying sky,
i went into her glaring eye.

Sinking down
underneath the ocean of her  softness,
i felt the coldness of her lips.
Walking over the solitary lane of her rememberance,
i touched her divine fragrance.
Waiting for the chance of her glance,
i swept into her romance......!!!!!!!

Soul

Barely i touched her,
Barely i remembered her.

Its my soul
who always touches her,
remember her.

Its the eternal love 
that i search in her,
Its the unconscious love
that finds its path
which forces me to knock her soul.

That is why,
Barely i touch her,
Barely i remember her!!

Safar

Zindagi khamoosh thi,
us shaakh par akele baithe koyal ki tarah....
man me umeed ki ek aas thi,
ek din zindagi khil uthegi us koyal ke meethe swar ki tarah.......

meri duniya veeran thi,
par man to hairaan tha
ki is veeran mein bhi koi sath chalne ko razi hai!!

ye humsafar koi shakhs nai hai,
koi insaan nhi,
humsafar to bas wo umeed ki aas hai
jo meri zindagi ke khil uthne ki
rah dekh raha hai.......

delight

u and me in the morning light....
had a life full of delight...
u closed my eyes with your soothing fingers...
standing on a endless height,
had a sight of

 my love
which wasn't so far.....

i hold u tight ...
as u were lingering around...
  ...u went away and away...as the..morning hour..carried away..

... the delight of morning light ...all carried away...

Afsos

Ek ehsas tha
samandar tha,
doobta gaya jinme
mai us khamosh manzar ke sath...
madhosh tha shamaa.......
lafz inki aagosh me samaa gaya.....
afsos is pal mein doob jane ka na thaa....
afsos to is pal ke sath khud ko bhul jane kaa thaa...

Khaamoshiyaan

Khaamoshiyaan aisi ki kar naa sakoon bayaan…..

Bas poochta raha khud se kaisi hai ye duniyaa….

Zindagi aisi ki khud me hi zindaa naa raha….

Aawaargi aisi ki kar naa sakoon bayaan…

Jitni door wo mujhse rahi…..

Utna hi sukoon dil me raha…..

Yaado ko uski mitaana to chaha……par

Khambaqt  dil ki aag ko kaun samjhaaye …..

Ye to jalta raha …..ye to jalta raha……

fight

i had a dream to live but life
wasn't mine
i had a dream to love but she
wasn't mine
i fought wid the life
it taught me a lesson
but to fight wid love
i had no reason.......
i had no reason..............

destiny

हम थे उस राह पर जिसकी मंजिल को हमारी चाहत ना थी
चल रहे थे मगर
आँखों में सपने लिए
इस चाहत में की कहीं तो होगी वो मंजिल
जो हमें ढूँढती फिर रही होगी
था तो ये एक संयोग
की जिस मंजिल को हमारी चाहत ना थी
वो था मेरा मार्गदर्शक
जो जोर जोर से हमें आवाज़ दे रहा था
की
"ऐ हमसफ़र अपनी राह बदल दो"