fight

i had a dream to live but life
wasn't mine
i had a dream to love but she
wasn't mine
i fought wid the life
it taught me a lesson
but to fight wid love
i had no reason.......
i had no reason..............

destiny

हम थे उस राह पर जिसकी मंजिल को हमारी चाहत ना थी
चल रहे थे मगर
आँखों में सपने लिए
इस चाहत में की कहीं तो होगी वो मंजिल
जो हमें ढूँढती फिर रही होगी
था तो ये एक संयोग
की जिस मंजिल को हमारी चाहत ना थी
वो था मेरा मार्गदर्शक
जो जोर जोर से हमें आवाज़ दे रहा था
की
"ऐ हमसफ़र अपनी राह बदल दो"

एहसास

एक एहसास ऐसा जो भुला ना सका
एक प्यास ऐसा जो मिटा ना सका
दूर है सागर का किनारा
दूर है तेरा सहारा
बैठा हूँ उस रेत पर जो जलाता रहा
बस पास है वो सूरज की किरणे जो
दूर उस सागर की बूंदों को सजाता रहा
बैठा हूँ इस उम्मीद में
कभी तो दूर होगी ये सूरज की किरणे
जो मुझको जलाता रहा.....
जो मुझको जलाता रहा.....

bailarina...

she came smiling and grinning...
 i waited for a while.....
my eyes started blinking....
but at last had a smile...
shading leaves of smile....i started sinking....
i had a night.....
but might not right.....
this was a night with sight.....
a sight of lighting corners and sheer smile...
a face with charm....keeping d things warm....
relaxed my self in my arm....

broken ....

From the broken heart

There is sound of wine

And baby its mine.

Its my divine faith in you

Which gives me a  shine..

Although u never  gonna  mine,

Still I always gonna  find  you

In my line of soothing  words.

Its  the  shine  in swords of my words.

hum...tum.

hum.......hum to aise naa the....
tum...tum to mere......hi..the.
hum...hum to naadaan the...
par ab hum badnaam hain.....
aisi ....aisi..kyon ye doori....
kyon ...kyon hain ye majboori....
tum..tum meri ho majboori.....ye..ye dooriyan kyon hain ye jaroori....
hum...hum to tere hi the....hum to aise hi the.....maan lo tum...

...?

aisi .....kaisi hain ye raatein.....
ulghi ulghi baatein....
bheegi bheegi raatein....
meethi meethi yaadein
doob jaaun mai yahan...
tere.....tere saath sochun...
......tere liye sochun.....
par tu ...paas nhi....

LOST

`i lost something....gained nothing..
i had u....i have nothing..
i had boundries...i have nothing..
i had meaning....
i am meaningless...m in darkness...
more or less

`i lost somehing....gained nothing..
i had u....i have nothing..
i am shrinking...and withering
i am fading and shriveling

shaam

jaam chalak aayi jab hum pine lage...

paimaane ne bhi छोड़  diya saath mera...
शाम  महक आई jab hum jine lage...
par jamaane ne bhi  छोड़ diya saath mera...
shaam shaam naa rah gya...
jaam jaam naa rah gaya...
bas rah gaya...akelaapan... aur us akelepan ki mehroom yaadien..
yaadon ne bhi मुह मोड़ liya....
bheegi bheegi aankhon ne to le liya neend kaa sahara
aur hum rah gaye akele aur besahare...
aur hum rah gaye akele aur besahare

khwaaish

rab se meri hai ye itni gujarish
tu ban jaaye itni hai khwaaish
ho jaayegi khushiyon ki baarish'
hogi nhi koi bandish
mai bas phighalta hua tujhe yaad karta raha
teri yaad me yun hi jalta raha
har waqt tujhe dhoondta raha,
rab se meri hai ye itni gujarish
tu ban jaaye itni hai khwaaish
ho jaayegi khushiyon ki baarish'

its mighty

sitting beside u i liked u d most,
saw myself in u, when looked into ur depth.
played wid u....smiled wid u...
i saw myself smilimg when again looked into ur depth,
thought u would be my mirror.
thought ur step will be mine.
thought i can play wid u.
touched u ...i smiled it gave me a soothing feeling.
but got lost wid ur soothness....
i forgot ur hrshness...
i forgot i can sink in ur depth
i forgot u can snatch me from my destiny
u can make me reach to d hell....
forgot ,ur wave can threw away from my recognition...
i was wrong i felt atlast....i did try to play with mighty water......