I or WE

"I"
oh! no
its we......
let it be..
lets start with "I"
I just feel the pain
but need
"we" to heal the strain....
why we live with no loss no gain...
why we need to share the pain....

but again someone will say
why i should stay just to portray
as i have no pain and strain
just to prove " no loss no gain" ....

if you could prove
you  are ready to bargain....
then i am ready to bear the loss without the gain.

oh! sory
we gonna bear the loss without gain....

एक आस...!

       ज़िन्दगी  से मै जो खफा खफा सा  रहने  लगा
       मिला   था  कोई यहाँ
       पर वो भी कहीं खोया -खोया सा रहने  लगा
       मासूम था मै कभी
       पर अपनी मासूमीयत से भी महरूम हो  गया
   
 
       पास   बैठी  चिड़िया भी 
       अब पास ना  रह गयी थी
       इस नदिया की धारा
       भी अब चंचल ना रह गयी थी

       बस आस है उस बगीया से
       जिसकी कलियाँ मूझे निहार रही थी .........
      

Thinking Through

sitting behind i thought so deep
where do i belong and where do i keep.

thinking long made me sleep
with my thoughts in my dreams.

puzzled at the end was all i could be
searching amidst the faces ,
a face i wanted to see.

even my sleep couldnt reach to thee 
And
still i sit behind and think equally deep.

sweetness in her charm..

from the dole of doves....
to the farm of cloves.


and from the role of  love
to the charm of  jay...
I could stay whole day
With the realm of  fay…


From  the wheel of the tram
 To the city of bay…
I could feel the sweetness
in her charm..
as long as i stay

bashing brawl...

 Am i alone...

or someone is there to call me upon

but if i am alone..

i am afraid of being thrown..

i am afraid of being blown..

so i asked her '

lets  stroll with the shadow of my soul

bcz i crawl and no one  is with me

 in this bashing brawl...

so lets stroll ...lets stroll...

bcz i am alone.....

i find no reason to celebrate....

she has been so deliberate,
i need something to compensate
but before that i have to find
why does she underestimate
i had never been so passionate
and so now i do repent
on ' why does she met?
i find no reason to celebrate....

cheerful delight

may be i wanna hold her tight..
may be wanna kiss her in the morning light..
may be i wanna be her  cheerful delight.
but i wonder
if she gonna be or not
 if she gonna be through my thought

do i need to be so curious...?

i was so curious..
but i wasn't so serious..
because she was mysterious.
letting my mind uproarious
something was there driving me furious
something was inside me 
hovering and brooding
dwelling and looming
do i need to be so curious...?

i can't explain.....

don't know..
what dragged me to your lane...
being known that i gave you only pain..
but it was needed or not...i can't explain.
i know it was my fault...
but i was not alone who put it to halt

endless walk

i walk...
i walk over miles..
but surrender when she smiles.'
then i just start to wait
.........
wait and wait
just to hold her
just to hug her
 because i know..
gonna get her ...
not just to walk miles...
but to hold her tight and
to keep her always thru my sight.

JUST WID ME.

every day ...at every bay.

u wanna start your day.....


every morning ...every evening.
u wanna sing ...
 JUST WID ME.
आ जा पास दे दूँ तुझे  मै  अपना ये दिल
रूठ  ना  बस एक बार  आ  कर तू  मिल .
मै  जानू  ना  क्यों है ये मुश्किल .

something she never did.

something you never did.
something you never wished.
but now if u have done it..
i know you won't ever loose it.
although you cherish
but you are afraid.
because one day it may perish.
but sory...!
i never knew
one day your something will become everything.

what should i call you

do i know you..?
strolling down the road...
and dwelling upon the thought..
i inquired again ..
do i need to heed so much about.
but it remained dwelling..
at last it went so fast..
and i took a start.
but again one thing remained
unanswered and unsettled,and it was
"what should i call you"

an unknown heat

she was going away...
but i wondered was she going away really?
i was afraid...
will she go away from the door of my heart.
or will i be just left apart.
so i asked her not to .
not to turn back ..
as i was going to hault my beat.
i was feeling nothing under my feet..
was just burning down
in an unknown  heat.................

undefined

i strive..
i strive to draw something
i strive to define something..
bcz i want to confine something
in that drawn boundries
in that defined  regulations.
bcz someone left it undefined.

haulted beat of my heart

i know
the day will come
when the sun will rise...
early in the morning.
straight through my closed eyes
straight through my haulted beat
my skin will not be able to feel its heat
my eyes will not dare to open
right through the sky
bcz at that very moment my soul will fly.
and will you be there to cry?
 

due to some privacy problem ...gonna delete my blog.will return soon with new content.

song of heart

I..
find you in every corner...
with every beat the heart ticks...
I..
ask the god to carry you along...
and so you are the ferry of this song.
tried to move alone..
but you carried me along.

So live with me in every song...
as long as my heart heart ticks along.............

hollowness

silently it came along
holding ,covering and staying for long
i tried to get rid of it
it draped me more under it
running also never helped
hence hands down
i accepted hollowness

a walk

walking behind
the shadow is mine,
yet i feel someone is behind.
walking along
is my own thought,
yet i feel someone holds me along.
walking ahead
is the empty space,
yet i feel the footprints laid.
finally i think m not alone
somebody moves
with the body and soul.