I am at crossroad

I am at crossroad,
you will call me an insane,
but before that I would doubt your sanity.

I am at crossroad,
she asks me to move on,
but she has green signals, all four on.

I am at crossroad
I am no bonker,
but I am not less than a choker.

I am at crossroad,
one world is ready to follow me,
but another is  behind me.

I am at crossroad,
with my feet kissing the road,
with my back fussing of load.

I am life.

On the hill side top

Seeking I stand. On the hill side top.
Staring through the stars ..
 For the brightest stop.

Grazing through.. 
I felt a pinch.. 
A little was peaking in.

Searching my search . 
Confused within.. 

Trying to think.. 
My thinking still.

Finding me confused and lost in the gaze...
 It pushed me aside and jumped down in the haze...

I freaked and stared ...
 Trembled within... 

Couldn't find the trace there... 
Realising the holy prayer...
Brought back the kid in the nightmare...

I am u just u within... 
Be carefree and cover the distance complete...
 Searching through them won't make you one.
 Go down deep.. 
Fearless .. 
To rise up till there.