an unknown heat

she was going away...
but i wondered was she going away really?
i was afraid...
will she go away from the door of my heart.
or will i be just left apart.
so i asked her not to .
not to turn back ..
as i was going to hault my beat.
i was feeling nothing under my feet..
was just burning down
in an unknown  heat.................

undefined

i strive..
i strive to draw something
i strive to define something..
bcz i want to confine something
in that drawn boundries
in that defined  regulations.
bcz someone left it undefined.

haulted beat of my heart

i know
the day will come
when the sun will rise...
early in the morning.
straight through my closed eyes
straight through my haulted beat
my skin will not be able to feel its heat
my eyes will not dare to open
right through the sky
bcz at that very moment my soul will fly.
and will you be there to cry?
 

due to some privacy problem ...gonna delete my blog.will return soon with new content.