cheerful delight

may be i wanna hold her tight..
may be wanna kiss her in the morning light..
may be i wanna be her  cheerful delight.
but i wonder
if she gonna be or not
 if she gonna be through my thought

do i need to be so curious...?

i was so curious..
but i wasn't so serious..
because she was mysterious.
letting my mind uproarious
something was there driving me furious
something was inside me 
hovering and brooding
dwelling and looming
do i need to be so curious...?

i can't explain.....

don't know..
what dragged me to your lane...
being known that i gave you only pain..
but it was needed or not...i can't explain.
i know it was my fault...
but i was not alone who put it to halt

endless walk

i walk...
i walk over miles..
but surrender when she smiles.'
then i just start to wait
.........
wait and wait
just to hold her
just to hug her
 because i know..
gonna get her ...
not just to walk miles...
but to hold her tight and
to keep her always thru my sight.

JUST WID ME.

every day ...at every bay.

u wanna start your day.....


every morning ...every evening.
u wanna sing ...
 JUST WID ME.
आ जा पास दे दूँ तुझे  मै  अपना ये दिल
रूठ  ना  बस एक बार  आ  कर तू  मिल .
मै  जानू  ना  क्यों है ये मुश्किल .

something she never did.

something you never did.
something you never wished.
but now if u have done it..
i know you won't ever loose it.
although you cherish
but you are afraid.
because one day it may perish.
but sory...!
i never knew
one day your something will become everything.

what should i call you

do i know you..?
strolling down the road...
and dwelling upon the thought..
i inquired again ..
do i need to heed so much about.
but it remained dwelling..
at last it went so fast..
and i took a start.
but again one thing remained
unanswered and unsettled,and it was
"what should i call you"

an unknown heat

she was going away...
but i wondered was she going away really?
i was afraid...
will she go away from the door of my heart.
or will i be just left apart.
so i asked her not to .
not to turn back ..
as i was going to hault my beat.
i was feeling nothing under my feet..
was just burning down
in an unknown  heat.................

undefined

i strive..
i strive to draw something
i strive to define something..
bcz i want to confine something
in that drawn boundries
in that defined  regulations.
bcz someone left it undefined.

haulted beat of my heart

i know
the day will come
when the sun will rise...
early in the morning.
straight through my closed eyes
straight through my haulted beat
my skin will not be able to feel its heat
my eyes will not dare to open
right through the sky
bcz at that very moment my soul will fly.
and will you be there to cry?
 

due to some privacy problem ...gonna delete my blog.will return soon with new content.

song of heart

I..
find you in every corner...
with every beat the heart ticks...
I..
ask the god to carry you along...
and so you are the ferry of this song.
tried to move alone..
but you carried me along.

So live with me in every song...
as long as my heart heart ticks along.............

hollowness

silently it came along
holding ,covering and staying for long
i tried to get rid of it
it draped me more under it
running also never helped
hence hands down
i accepted hollowness

a walk

walking behind
the shadow is mine,
yet i feel someone is behind.
walking along
is my own thought,
yet i feel someone holds me along.
walking ahead
is the empty space,
yet i feel the footprints laid.
finally i think m not alone
somebody moves
with the body and soul.

state of mind

i am with a state of mind
with its own kind
although i have put everything behind
hope i could find,
the state of my mind.
with its own kind.'
there is no reason to remain blind..
because the path i am
following, is already defined.

held

why is this a strange face
hovering in mind again and again,
with two perspective at one stay
my eyes look at it today
one shares the thought forgetting every talk,
other drills at words spoken too harsh.
each covering the other at every bay
oh! what a strange face it displays.

The dusky night

strolling down the hills..
with fingers crossed..
playing the tune of my heart ..
The dusky night rides down the sky..
as if going home with me..
with a grinning face ..
asking me to chase..
and cheerful smile.
for a walk of mile.

mist of my mind.

i exist underneath you.is this the gist....or just the mist of my mind.
i breathe beneath you.but your love lies on the crest.which my eyes tells you the rest.

you are just not the best...

but also i don't exist for the rest.

defy.

should i define or
should i defy.
or should u rely
 i have nothing..'
and i won't defy.
i'll be just glaring in your eyes.
its the place where my heart lies.

tadap

aankhe hai nam,
thaher jane do is nami ko.
pighal raha hun har pal,
bhul jaane de teri kami ko.
simta hun mai,
khoya hun mai,
teri yaadon ke aagosh mein....
rota hun, chikhta hun.....
phir bhi khaamosh hun mai........