what should i call you

do i know you..?
strolling down the road...
and dwelling upon the thought..
i inquired again ..
do i need to heed so much about.
but it remained dwelling..
at last it went so fast..
and i took a start.
but again one thing remained
unanswered and unsettled,and it was
"what should i call you"

an unknown heat

she was going away...
but i wondered was she going away really?
i was afraid...
will she go away from the door of my heart.
or will i be just left apart.
so i asked her not to .
not to turn back ..
as i was going to hault my beat.
i was feeling nothing under my feet..
was just burning down
in an unknown  heat.................

undefined

i strive..
i strive to draw something
i strive to define something..
bcz i want to confine something
in that drawn boundries
in that defined  regulations.
bcz someone left it undefined.

haulted beat of my heart

i know
the day will come
when the sun will rise...
early in the morning.
straight through my closed eyes
straight through my haulted beat
my skin will not be able to feel its heat
my eyes will not dare to open
right through the sky
bcz at that very moment my soul will fly.
and will you be there to cry?
 

due to some privacy problem ...gonna delete my blog.will return soon with new content.

song of heart

I..
find you in every corner...
with every beat the heart ticks...
I..
ask the god to carry you along...
and so you are the ferry of this song.
tried to move alone..
but you carried me along.

So live with me in every song...
as long as my heart heart ticks along.............

hollowness

silently it came along
holding ,covering and staying for long
i tried to get rid of it
it draped me more under it
running also never helped
hence hands down
i accepted hollowness

a walk

walking behind
the shadow is mine,
yet i feel someone is behind.
walking along
is my own thought,
yet i feel someone holds me along.
walking ahead
is the empty space,
yet i feel the footprints laid.
finally i think m not alone
somebody moves
with the body and soul.

state of mind

i am with a state of mind
with its own kind
although i have put everything behind
hope i could find,
the state of my mind.
with its own kind.'
there is no reason to remain blind..
because the path i am
following, is already defined.

held

why is this a strange face
hovering in mind again and again,
with two perspective at one stay
my eyes look at it today
one shares the thought forgetting every talk,
other drills at words spoken too harsh.
each covering the other at every bay
oh! what a strange face it displays.

The dusky night

strolling down the hills..
with fingers crossed..
playing the tune of my heart ..
The dusky night rides down the sky..
as if going home with me..
with a grinning face ..
asking me to chase..
and cheerful smile.
for a walk of mile.

mist of my mind.

i exist underneath you.is this the gist....or just the mist of my mind.
i breathe beneath you.but your love lies on the crest.which my eyes tells you the rest.

you are just not the best...

but also i don't exist for the rest.

defy.

should i define or
should i defy.
or should u rely
 i have nothing..'
and i won't defy.
i'll be just glaring in your eyes.
its the place where my heart lies.

tadap

aankhe hai nam,
thaher jane do is nami ko.
pighal raha hun har pal,
bhul jaane de teri kami ko.
simta hun mai,
khoya hun mai,
teri yaadon ke aagosh mein....
rota hun, chikhta hun.....
phir bhi khaamosh hun mai........

NEST OF DOVE

i saw,

i saw her and lost,

amidst  the crimson path of 

memory lane..

asked her "do u desire "

or still you are a lier".

she stared at me..

and said "you are the only solitary 

nest of this bird"

"whom i desire and admire".

it seemed it was her

quest for the love.

and i was the nest for this dove.

 

weakness

i  was lying down...
and was carried away
had nothing in my way.
was sleeping
but eyes remained open
throughout the night.
just accompnied by haze ..
and wispy light .
kicked away all my dreams.
sticked with absoluteness.
and so i came to know she is my weakness.

पैमाना

कोई ढूँढ दे वो महफील
जहाँ गूंजे मेरा तराना ....
हम तो गूंजते  हैं  उस
महफील में
जिसे कहते हैं मैखाना ...
है तो ये बस एक बहाना
हमें तो बस है जाम छलकाना
ना  जरूरत है .
ना हसरत है
फिर क्यों है ये पैमाना
निकल जाऊं उस गली में
जिसके लिए छोड़ दिया ज़माना
 
 

ज़माना ......

कोई ढूँढ दे वो महफील
जहाँ गूंजे मेरा तराना ....
कोई ढूँढ दे वो महफील
जहाँ गूंजे मेरा तराना ....
कोई ढूँढ दे वो महबूब
जिसे   पा , छोड़ दूँ ये  ज़माना   ......

crumble

do you need me
or do you exist in me....
won't tremble if u don't ..
won't fumble if u don't...
but whenever you go humble
 i do crumble
i do crumble....
because i exist
and i exist just to keep u here...
else we'll meet there.

Delight.....

Tonight am on height..
with the passion and delight.
and m in no mood to fight.
just  wanna do everything right.
you may cry and ...so i might.
but wanna always in sight,
in the crispy moon light.