FEAR

with every passing years i got to fly
chasing fear ...i couldn't lie
thinking of why...i always cry
but you are not the one...who made me cry..
she is the past who made me cry.
it is the wine....forces me not to lie..
but i fear ...if i die..
would you be the one...to shed tears and cry....

presence

With every single word,
you complete my song.
As long as u stay here in my words,
i'll carry you along.

With every season,
with every dawn,
u are the reason , i am not alone.

With every dusk and every night,
you are my lust,
and you always here through my sight.

In the fight with loneliness ,
you always stay side by side..........

nature's she

Glancing down the dusky reddish sky,
i fumbled over her cheeks,
staring over the blueness of the far lying sky,
i went into her glaring eye.

Sinking down
underneath the ocean of her  softness,
i felt the coldness of her lips.
Walking over the solitary lane of her rememberance,
i touched her divine fragrance.
Waiting for the chance of her glance,
i swept into her romance......!!!!!!!

Soul

Barely i touched her,
Barely i remembered her.

Its my soul
who always touches her,
remember her.

Its the eternal love 
that i search in her,
Its the unconscious love
that finds its path
which forces me to knock her soul.

That is why,
Barely i touch her,
Barely i remember her!!

Safar

Zindagi khamoosh thi,
us shaakh par akele baithe koyal ki tarah....
man me umeed ki ek aas thi,
ek din zindagi khil uthegi us koyal ke meethe swar ki tarah.......

meri duniya veeran thi,
par man to hairaan tha
ki is veeran mein bhi koi sath chalne ko razi hai!!

ye humsafar koi shakhs nai hai,
koi insaan nhi,
humsafar to bas wo umeed ki aas hai
jo meri zindagi ke khil uthne ki
rah dekh raha hai.......

delight

u and me in the morning light....
had a life full of delight...
u closed my eyes with your soothing fingers...
standing on a endless height,
had a sight of

 my love
which wasn't so far.....

i hold u tight ...
as u were lingering around...
  ...u went away and away...as the..morning hour..carried away..

... the delight of morning light ...all carried away...

Afsos

Ek ehsas tha
samandar tha,
doobta gaya jinme
mai us khamosh manzar ke sath...
madhosh tha shamaa.......
lafz inki aagosh me samaa gaya.....
afsos is pal mein doob jane ka na thaa....
afsos to is pal ke sath khud ko bhul jane kaa thaa...

Khaamoshiyaan

Khaamoshiyaan aisi ki kar naa sakoon bayaan…..

Bas poochta raha khud se kaisi hai ye duniyaa….

Zindagi aisi ki khud me hi zindaa naa raha….

Aawaargi aisi ki kar naa sakoon bayaan…

Jitni door wo mujhse rahi…..

Utna hi sukoon dil me raha…..

Yaado ko uski mitaana to chaha……par

Khambaqt  dil ki aag ko kaun samjhaaye …..

Ye to jalta raha …..ye to jalta raha……

fight

i had a dream to live but life
wasn't mine
i had a dream to love but she
wasn't mine
i fought wid the life
it taught me a lesson
but to fight wid love
i had no reason.......
i had no reason..............

destiny

हम थे उस राह पर जिसकी मंजिल को हमारी चाहत ना थी
चल रहे थे मगर
आँखों में सपने लिए
इस चाहत में की कहीं तो होगी वो मंजिल
जो हमें ढूँढती फिर रही होगी
था तो ये एक संयोग
की जिस मंजिल को हमारी चाहत ना थी
वो था मेरा मार्गदर्शक
जो जोर जोर से हमें आवाज़ दे रहा था
की
"ऐ हमसफ़र अपनी राह बदल दो"

एहसास

एक एहसास ऐसा जो भुला ना सका
एक प्यास ऐसा जो मिटा ना सका
दूर है सागर का किनारा
दूर है तेरा सहारा
बैठा हूँ उस रेत पर जो जलाता रहा
बस पास है वो सूरज की किरणे जो
दूर उस सागर की बूंदों को सजाता रहा
बैठा हूँ इस उम्मीद में
कभी तो दूर होगी ये सूरज की किरणे
जो मुझको जलाता रहा.....
जो मुझको जलाता रहा.....

bailarina...

she came smiling and grinning...
 i waited for a while.....
my eyes started blinking....
but at last had a smile...
shading leaves of smile....i started sinking....
i had a night.....
but might not right.....
this was a night with sight.....
a sight of lighting corners and sheer smile...
a face with charm....keeping d things warm....
relaxed my self in my arm....

broken ....

From the broken heart

There is sound of wine

And baby its mine.

Its my divine faith in you

Which gives me a  shine..

Although u never  gonna  mine,

Still I always gonna  find  you

In my line of soothing  words.

Its  the  shine  in swords of my words.

hum...tum.

hum.......hum to aise naa the....
tum...tum to mere......hi..the.
hum...hum to naadaan the...
par ab hum badnaam hain.....
aisi ....aisi..kyon ye doori....
kyon ...kyon hain ye majboori....
tum..tum meri ho majboori.....ye..ye dooriyan kyon hain ye jaroori....
hum...hum to tere hi the....hum to aise hi the.....maan lo tum...

...?

aisi .....kaisi hain ye raatein.....
ulghi ulghi baatein....
bheegi bheegi raatein....
meethi meethi yaadein
doob jaaun mai yahan...
tere.....tere saath sochun...
......tere liye sochun.....
par tu ...paas nhi....

LOST

`i lost something....gained nothing..
i had u....i have nothing..
i had boundries...i have nothing..
i had meaning....
i am meaningless...m in darkness...
more or less

`i lost somehing....gained nothing..
i had u....i have nothing..
i am shrinking...and withering
i am fading and shriveling

shaam

jaam chalak aayi jab hum pine lage...

paimaane ne bhi छोड़  diya saath mera...
शाम  महक आई jab hum jine lage...
par jamaane ne bhi  छोड़ diya saath mera...
shaam shaam naa rah gya...
jaam jaam naa rah gaya...
bas rah gaya...akelaapan... aur us akelepan ki mehroom yaadien..
yaadon ne bhi मुह मोड़ liya....
bheegi bheegi aankhon ne to le liya neend kaa sahara
aur hum rah gaye akele aur besahare...
aur hum rah gaye akele aur besahare

khwaaish

rab se meri hai ye itni gujarish
tu ban jaaye itni hai khwaaish
ho jaayegi khushiyon ki baarish'
hogi nhi koi bandish
mai bas phighalta hua tujhe yaad karta raha
teri yaad me yun hi jalta raha
har waqt tujhe dhoondta raha,
rab se meri hai ye itni gujarish
tu ban jaaye itni hai khwaaish
ho jaayegi khushiyon ki baarish'

its mighty

sitting beside u i liked u d most,
saw myself in u, when looked into ur depth.
played wid u....smiled wid u...
i saw myself smilimg when again looked into ur depth,
thought u would be my mirror.
thought ur step will be mine.
thought i can play wid u.
touched u ...i smiled it gave me a soothing feeling.
but got lost wid ur soothness....
i forgot ur hrshness...
i forgot i can sink in ur depth
i forgot u can snatch me from my destiny
u can make me reach to d hell....
forgot ,ur wave can threw away from my recognition...
i was wrong i felt atlast....i did try to play with mighty water......

payal

hum chal rahe the un sooni galiyon me

jinme jhalak aati hain kisi ki tasveer

tasveer kisi darpan me to nhi 

par uski jhalak un raaho par hai

jispar kabhi pairo me bandhe payal ki jhankaar 

kaano ko chu kar man ko tript kar deti thi,

ab to sirf kaano me gunjti hai un payalo ki jhankaar...jinse hamari umeede bandhi thi..