waiting for a morning

waiting for a morning
a morning beneath the tweedling sparrows
a morning dwelling away from nipping sorrows.

i slept that night
just waiting for it
in the woeful plight.

just with the hope that
what i was dreaming of
i may arrive into reeling of.

but anyhow i started my journey
and went into the feeling of.

the feeling untouched
the feeling unswayed.

For u

Time has been harsh on me
why? is what u will ask from me

before replying i thought too deep
yet the time played smart on me

with a drooped face i stood there awhile
with u having a question all the while

still my mind went deep and deep
with question on ur face underneath

digging a lot i finally found
an answer to your question aloud

together we are and together we will
time has no role within
unconditionally i stand and so i will
till u get that soulmate therein.

through dark open skies....

ya i feel i will be dragged alone
i feel i will be dredged along


i will be sitting alone on the ridge.
and no one will be there to seize.
no one will be there to seize my arms
no one will be there to squeeze my cheek of charms.

nights will be no longer full of fights
but will be through dark open skies....

Adorable

hearing u laugh
made my day

i just wished
it could forever stay

the smile spread on my face
thinking about the twinkle in your gaze

oh , i will not let it move away
till i can hold it with my last breath so as to say.

it remains

hanging in between the consciousness and unconsciousness
i battle for the day full of blitheness
still i beat the heat of bitterness
but question remains till what extent.
till what extent i end up enjoying
till what extent i find the day gleaming

i sit straight and laugh exquisitely
because i fear the laughter may vanish
the laughter may vanish in between my veins

ya but let it be ....lets forget ..lets forget how it pains
the question is not how it pains
the question is till what time it remains

now i can say someone is with me
who remains with me
who remains with me when i laugh
who remains with me when i cry
 because i have to laugh still when it pains.

changes

absence has no language indeed

just it makes the thought go deep

sometimes putting a blame on me

sometimes leaving it to destiny.

time has changed a picture complete

different shades has known to keep

changing the shape of my destiny.

today i woke up

today i woke up...
i woke up in the middle of the journey...
the journey which didn't had any destination...
still i was heading forward..
still i was keen toward
i was keen toward the aimless journey
i was keen toward the tireless journey
bcz it didn't need any open eyes

ya it was closed one
it was closed path
it was closed eyes
everything was closed
but still was the zeal

and i needed more time to travel it
i was in search
i was in search of tireless and fearless
long journey that could  heal something
something i wasn't awared of
but was feared of
but was feared of.

"the truth"

i "feel" or
i can say "i think"
what gonna happen
if someday i gonna know "the truth"
the truth  from which you people are not awared
or you people do not wanna face "the truth"

"the truth" is .........
oh! wait
don't be silly
don't be queasy

this truth is meant only for me
not for she '
or not for he
rather also not for thee

the truth is
i also don't know the truth....

ya but i feel ....i gonna leave u all soon...
oh! wait
am not gonna die.

ya but feel
काश  मुझे  भी ये  truth मालूम  होता !

I or WE

"I"
oh! no
its we......
let it be..
lets start with "I"
I just feel the pain
but need
"we" to heal the strain....
why we live with no loss no gain...
why we need to share the pain....

but again someone will say
why i should stay just to portray
as i have no pain and strain
just to prove " no loss no gain" ....

if you could prove
you  are ready to bargain....
then i am ready to bear the loss without the gain.

oh! sory
we gonna bear the loss without gain....

एक आस...!

       ज़िन्दगी  से मै जो खफा खफा सा  रहने  लगा
       मिला   था  कोई यहाँ
       पर वो भी कहीं खोया -खोया सा रहने  लगा
       मासूम था मै कभी
       पर अपनी मासूमीयत से भी महरूम हो  गया
   
 
       पास   बैठी  चिड़िया भी 
       अब पास ना  रह गयी थी
       इस नदिया की धारा
       भी अब चंचल ना रह गयी थी

       बस आस है उस बगीया से
       जिसकी कलियाँ मूझे निहार रही थी .........
      

Thinking Through

sitting behind i thought so deep
where do i belong and where do i keep.

thinking long made me sleep
with my thoughts in my dreams.

puzzled at the end was all i could be
searching amidst the faces ,
a face i wanted to see.

even my sleep couldnt reach to thee 
And
still i sit behind and think equally deep.

sweetness in her charm..

from the dole of doves....
to the farm of cloves.


and from the role of  love
to the charm of  jay...
I could stay whole day
With the realm of  fay…


From  the wheel of the tram
 To the city of bay…
I could feel the sweetness
in her charm..
as long as i stay

bashing brawl...

 Am i alone...

or someone is there to call me upon

but if i am alone..

i am afraid of being thrown..

i am afraid of being blown..

so i asked her '

lets  stroll with the shadow of my soul

bcz i crawl and no one  is with me

 in this bashing brawl...

so lets stroll ...lets stroll...

bcz i am alone.....

i find no reason to celebrate....

she has been so deliberate,
i need something to compensate
but before that i have to find
why does she underestimate
i had never been so passionate
and so now i do repent
on ' why does she met?
i find no reason to celebrate....

cheerful delight

may be i wanna hold her tight..
may be wanna kiss her in the morning light..
may be i wanna be her  cheerful delight.
but i wonder
if she gonna be or not
 if she gonna be through my thought

do i need to be so curious...?

i was so curious..
but i wasn't so serious..
because she was mysterious.
letting my mind uproarious
something was there driving me furious
something was inside me 
hovering and brooding
dwelling and looming
do i need to be so curious...?

i can't explain.....

don't know..
what dragged me to your lane...
being known that i gave you only pain..
but it was needed or not...i can't explain.
i know it was my fault...
but i was not alone who put it to halt

endless walk

i walk...
i walk over miles..
but surrender when she smiles.'
then i just start to wait
.........
wait and wait
just to hold her
just to hug her
 because i know..
gonna get her ...
not just to walk miles...
but to hold her tight and
to keep her always thru my sight.

JUST WID ME.

every day ...at every bay.

u wanna start your day.....


every morning ...every evening.
u wanna sing ...
 JUST WID ME.
आ जा पास दे दूँ तुझे  मै  अपना ये दिल
रूठ  ना  बस एक बार  आ  कर तू  मिल .
मै  जानू  ना  क्यों है ये मुश्किल .

something she never did.

something you never did.
something you never wished.
but now if u have done it..
i know you won't ever loose it.
although you cherish
but you are afraid.
because one day it may perish.
but sory...!
i never knew
one day your something will become everything.